Why be in a so-called relationship (or fucked up one for that matter) and be in love by yourself, when you can just LOVE YOURSELF?
It's time to stop settling for shit we do not want. I can say I have done it, and the shit doesn't feel good. I'm irritated all the time, fighting left and right, constantly wondering what's next, and just plain unhappy. I want normalcy and something I can depend on being pretty much consistent. That includes me, quality time, and some real love. All that switching up, fronting, and game playing is for the birds. It will be a glorious day when I finally do meet HIM. Until then- I am watching out- and workin' on loving ME.