Monday, September 15, 2008

Really good S-E-X...

WARNING: This is an adult blog... if you’re sensitive about sex talk.. or whatever you may want to stop reading right here... if not proceed.

Good sex...I haven’t had any of that this way in a while...Just wasting time. Seems like I can’t get no satisfaction these days, and it’s damn sad... I know I shouldn’t be looking but hell it’s too late for all that... Seems like the dudes be on some other stuff these days. No stamina... No fire...no nothing. They just got too many excuses and are just plain w-a-c-k in bed, and that pisses me off. I think the next time I get all hot and bothered I’ll read me an "erotic" novel or something... I get more excitement outta that... Because instead of getting a perfectly pretty pair of panties tossed...to only have to ask a mugg was that it? Or are you done? (meaning I am/was not) I could have read a book, increased my read speed, and vocabulary, then had a fukkin’ V-8. This is the sh*t that makes a bitch want to be celibate. That is all. HOLLA~
"Then BANG!!! POW!!! BOOM!!! Nothing..."
- Do you really want me- Salt-N-Pepa

An Insensitive Blog...

Hello folks and I am damn sure here to write an insensitive blog! Now if you're a heal the world type, you might wanna go and navigate your mouse to that red 'X' in the corner, because what I am about to say may seem insensitive to you make it warm, and fuzzy folk.
Anyway, the issue I have is not with "homeless" people themselves, but the mentality that goes on that I wonder about. Now, don't get me wrong, there are some genuinely homeless people out there that had situations fall upon them that were beyond their control, and I understand that. What I do not and connot understand is the standing at a corner, turning island, or anywhere else for that matter-with a friggin' sign. It is this that irritates me. Why you ask, and I shall reply... If you can stand your ass at a corner, turning lane, or again, anywhere else ALL DAY with a sign... You can take your ass to work. Or better yet, take your ass to go look for some work. When the folks ask you what's your address and number, you drop the real on them; I don't have either or, which is why I am coming to you looking to find work so I can provide for myself. Maybe this lack of sensitivity comes from, being on the streets before and/or not having two nickles to rub together to having something and not sitting around asking nobody for sh*t, nor sitting up expecting or looking for a hand out. I got off my ass and went to look for some damn work. Guess what I found??? A job!!! I suppose having to get my grind on to get back on my feet, doesn't allow me to throw "pity parties"... I will now move on to 3 disturbing signs that I have actually seen and see, that I find hard to be like, "Awww let me drop 5 bucks down..."
1) 'Homeless veteran'- This one irks my nerve to no end in a city like San Diego. If you are not aware, this is a military city, meaning you are not in timbucktoo stranded with no resources as a veteran! (To be honest there really isn't very many places in the USA that doesn't have VA support. How do I know?? I AM a friggin' veteran my damn self. Now unless you have a dishonorable discharge (in which the gub-ment gives you no love, but you knew those consequences when you was fuggin' up) you have way too many benefits to be a homeless vet. Sorry, I will pass the light and you will not collect 2 dollars. NEXT...

2. "Homeless... followed by their life story" (Clean looking homeless folks)- Do you actually think folks are reading these signs for real??? they are either going to feel sorry and give you some change or money, or they aren't. Most folks don't care to know you lost your job after 17 years of working and you're losing this and that... dammit go grind and come up on a job again, and tell ya lazy ass wife to get off her ass too. *smh* Sheesh. That irks my frontal lobe nerve. NEXT...



3..."Pregnant & homeless".. Now I saved this disturbing one for last simply because I needed to know who exactly is thinking about dick, and they ain't got a pot to piss in nor a window to throw it out of??? Chick was showing so that means that the baby been in the belly, but has it just now hit you that you need money to pop a chld out your twat, and take care of it??? Or are you going to stand on a corner with a sign thinking JUST MAYBE people will feel a little more sorry for you because you're pregnant??? My thoughts were exactly this, and I may just burn in hell for it... Shoulda kept them legs & your eyes closed for sleep instead of open them up and getting nutted in. How you're in a double doozy. Pregnant and no job... that's a funked up combination. I know thee are shelters for you that you can get in a lot faster than the other two tho... Hell, I know folks who had hard times fall on them, and they wasn't on no damn corner asking for shit.. Hell last time I checked, they found themselves a damn job to take care of their "new" responsibility. CAN'T shouldn't be in your damn vocab when you ain't got shit. Ask me how I know.



I'm here to tell ya.. this is a cruel world, and believe you me I know it. I have been and am a product of it... But I will be DAMNED of the day that I stand around with a sign all day waiting for someone to give me some shit, that they take their ass to work for every single day. The craziest part is, everyday when I leave from work, it is this hella long light and this cat is there like everyday, and i'm thinking well if you can faithfully be here everyday you can faithfully take your ass to find a job. Or hell BE at a job like you are on this corner.. and I have put in a 10 hour work day, so I really have nothing to say beside good luck with that... It just damn irritates me. Then they look at you with this look of despair, and depression as if you are all they have, and I refuse to believe that they have nowhere else, and nothing else to do besides sit on a corner "begging" as some folks call it. Again, I have been there which is why I spoke on this... again, if you was offended, you were told to stop reading after the first paragraph; I cannot apologize for what I believe... and just as I believe that, I do believe that there are some seriously, cannot do nothing about it folks who are homeless, and jobless, disabled and cannot work for nothing, situations circumstances- out there... but it is more often than not that that is not the case, and they are the ones who suffer from my thoughts that will not allow me to take money I get up early as the birds do; to go out and work for everyday and just hand it to them. There are far too many scam artists, and plain LAZY people out there getting over because people do have the empathy embedded... deeply sometimes, but I think mines is so deep, I have to really feel bad to pay attention to a someone sitting at a freeway exit any mind. Sad I know.. pray for me.